magicals, mistep and Moe's

i am pretty much ecstatic about the way things are looking up lately

and i am far happier than i have been in awhile

super shitty at studying!

since when did i get super shitty at studying !!! i dont remember having this much trouble ever

today was a timesuck i gave camilla believable eyebrows and a 1940's hairdo and then ordered a bunch of wigs from incompetent people in california, made coffee and chatted with my bosses family and got zero studying done.

BUT:

all over in a week!

whether it goes well or not it will all be over!

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i get to go to auditions for my show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in one hour!

also i am allowing myself some free time to do this even though i am stressed

as i will def regret not going

BAHso EXCITED!

days of brilliance or if not simply productivity

painting outside in the sun room was probably a bad idea in 39 degree weather.

it feels really interesting to type when you cant really feel your fingertips:)

sockisons/coffee/ acrylic paint/the morning benders and a ridiculous amount of work to do before finals= all you need to make yourself a hermit

also have been listening to the morning benders kind of obsessively/ and this video only proves my birthday is a day full of brilliance!:)

i am in a constant state of stress and today i tooktime to walk around my neighborhood. i got to my apartment and kept walking it may have been my procrastination having a magnetically polar reaction to my front door or maybe it was the weird threatening to storm weather we had today it was super still and then crazy windy and grey and kind of perfect. anyways when i am done with the fifty something rendering i have to do in the next month i can assure you it will be to cold to go outside so i am forcing myself outdoors before i go into hibernation. i miss summer and what relaxation feels like i feel like i wake up ready to do stuff and fall asleep stressed ;teeth clenched, shoulders tense. i am sure if you took a picture of me sleeping it would look something like this:

however out of the pile of shit that is stress comes flowers because it seems the more i am completely bonkers stressed the more job offers i get which adds to the bonkerly stressy quality of my RicH A$$
:) slash not rich simply self sufficient which feels kinda great ok back to work wasting to much time typing and looking at pictures of oddfunnyrad taxidermy

miss california, miss having a life, miss watching movies, miss doing art of my own, miss crafts

so pumped

CS

CS Interiors

the photo shoot i styled in the beginning of September finally came out in the October issue of CS and CS Interiors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

check it out

these werent my favorite shots but i will try and get ahold of the rest

my stylist career begins

so pumped

i need a haircut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i may or may not be wearing a shawn white for boys target shirt

it is actually my new favorite shirt and has a rainbow skull on it luv.