I feel weird all the time

and unproductive most of the time

think it is time for a change of scenery

good thing i leave in two weeks

unforeseeable ends make me antsy

if only i could leave today and drink coffee and drive around

also my addiction to coffee is becoming ridiculous

i pride myself on not having an addictive personality

but everyday i show up to school with out having coffee first

i constantly get asked why i am so sad only because i walk around in a state of lethargy.

and when asked to be creative without coffee in the morning i become close to tears

weird?!

weird.

also if i had known that last summer was the last summer that was truly mine

i think i would have embraced it with more enthusiasm

every summer from here on out i am working and living and figuring out life

scurry, however intriguing hello new york i dont think i will like you enough to live on you but enough to have a rad summer?

YES

see you at da airport nannie:D!!!